Through the Prism

After passing through the prism, each refraction contains some pure essence of the light, but only an incomplete part. We will always experience some aspect of reality, of the Truth, but only from our perspectives as they are colored by who and where we are. Others will know a different color and none will see the whole, complete light. These are my musings from my particular refraction.

11.29.2009

Altering Reality

This is a very official and authoritative seeming medical organization that supports conservatives, but when you take a closer look you see what follows is but the tip of the iceberg.

The AAPS statement of principles declares that it is "evil" and "immoral" for physicians to participate in Medicare and Medicaid, and its journal is a repository for quackery. Its website features claims that tobacco taxes harm public health and electronic medical records are a form of "data control" like that employed by the East German secret police. An article on the AAPS website speculated that Barack Obama may have won the presidency by hypnotizing voters, especially cohorts known to be susceptible to "neurolinguistic programming"—that is, according to the writer, young people, educated people, and possibly Jews.

The Tea Party's Favorite Doctors

And here's a nice little chart. Fewer people all the time believe that global warming exists. Not whether humans have caused it, but whether it even exists. It's a simple fact verified by scientific data that the average global temperature has gone up in the past 100 years, yet only a bare majority of conservatives believe it.

Chart of the Day

11.26.2009

Vital Vacation Video Viewing Variety

So maybe a little earnest and cheesy, but I was in the right mood when I saw this and found it charming. I like the unusual perspective emphasis of the found faces.



But for those who do find it earnest and cheesy, a parody.



And now to completely steal from a friend, yet two more takes on Twilight. First, the short one that's all about a brilliantly insightful ending.



Finally, Twilight filtered through Buffy.



The creator of the last one says:

In this re-imagined narrative, Edward Cullen from the Twilight Series meets Buffy the Vampire Slayer. It's an example of transformative storytelling serving as a pro-feminist visual critique of Edward's character and generally creepy behavior. Seen through Buffy's eyes, some of the more sexist gender roles and patriarchal Hollywood themes embedded in the Twilight saga are exposed - in hilarious ways. Ultimately this remix is about more than a decisive showdown between the slayer and the sparkly vampire. It also doubles as a metaphor for the ongoing battle between two opposing visions of gender roles in the 21ist century.

11.24.2009

I'm Thankful for Freedom?

I suppose the Facebook status I just posted--Unexpectedly grumpy for no known reason and in the mood for something different--is a little disingenuous. Unexpected in the hoped-against sense. Possible known reason: suppressed emotions. Anyway, as of 9:30 this morning I can legally go back to "using my maiden name" for the first time in 15 years. Thought it was an impersonal formality, but perhaps not.

Christmas Wish List

Really pretty simple--just one item. So if you're thinking of getting me anything, look no further than here.

11.22.2009

Random Question of the Day

One of the words people use as a synonym for asshole is dickhead, so what is a synonym for dickshaft?

11.21.2009




11.17.2009

A Pox on Premature Christmas Music*

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Either I haven't been out and about as much or things aren't as bad this year as the past few, but that doesn't change the fact that many have already started the Christmas season (for a while now, in some cases). I hate this. Not just as an annoyance (though so much Christmas for so long does get annoying), but based on some strongly held principles.

First, Christmas is not the next holiday, not until the very end of November. In all this mad rush to make ourselves feel good with that magical spirit of the season, Thanksgiving seems to get pushed aside. Thanksgiving is too important to be overlooked and minimized. In these times in our country it is easy to take the constancy of food for granted--it's everywhere, all the time, regardless of time or season, and almost none of us have to do without. The concept of harvest is a distant one. But for most places and times in history, harvest is one of, if not the most, central events of the calendar. Sure, we still have fall festivals out of tradition, but we've lost the idea that we're celebrating our ability to survive another year. I think you would be hard pressed to find a culture today that doesn't have some form of a harvest festival. In our culture, that festival is Thanksgiving, and I would guess it is the most universal and inclusive holiday we have. So I refuse to even think of Christmas until after I've given Thanksgiving its full due.

Second, Christmas is magical because it only happens once a year. It is special because it's rare. If we stretch that out over an entire quarter of the calendar, not so much. By celebrating Christmas too early, too much, and too long, we actually minimize it. You can't crescendo to something awesome if you don't start small and delay the gratification. Otherwise it's ALL CAPS ALL THE TIME AND NOTHING IS ABLE TO STAND OUT AS EMPHASIZED. Christmas needs to remain a short season or it will lose all meaning.

And speaking of delayed gratification, something I was reading just this morning indicates it's not only good for Christmas, but for all of us in general:

In this and many similar studies, Mischel followed the children into adulthood. He discovered the ability to delay gratification had a more profound effect than many had originally predicted. Notwithstanding the fact that the researchers had watched the kids for only a few minutes, what they learned from the experiment was enormously telling. Children who had been able to wait for that second marshmallow matured into adults who were seen as more socially competent, self-assertive, dependable, and capable of dealing with frustrations; and the scored an average of 210 points higher on their SATs than people who gulped down the one marshmallow. The predictive power was truly remarkable.

Companion studies conducted over the next decade with people of varying ages (including adults) confirmed that individuals who exercise self-control achieve better outcomes than people who don't. For example, if high schoolers are good at self-control, they experience fewer eating and drinking problems. University students with more self-control earn better grades, and married and working people have more fulfilling relationships and better careers. And as you might suspect, people who demonstrate low levels of self-control show higher levels of aggression, delinquency, health problems, and so forth.


The rest of the chapter explains that the self-control to delay gratification is not an inborn trait, but something that can be learned, and offers strategies for doing so. When we refuse to delay the gratification of the Christmas season, we are only hurting ourselves.

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*And decorations and sales and etc.

**And all this started with the thought I wanted to find a way to share this song . . .

11.11.2009

Review: The Magicians

The review that initially hooked my interest in this book called it a Harry Potter for adults, and I’ve since seen many others use the same description for it. I don’t find that apt, as the only real thing the two have in common is a hidden world of magic-users tucked away within the modern one, with much of the story set in a school. Beyond that surface (and not uncommon) similarity, though, this is an entirely different tale. The school is a college, for one, set in the U.S., with a perfectly well-cared for protagonist from a good background with two parents and an entirely different launching point, and Grossman has developed a magic, mythology, and world all his own, going quite a different direction than Rowling did with Harry Potter. Also, I find Rowling has a lighthearted touch for telling a tale that captures the magic, fun, and wonder in it, while Grossman feels significantly weightier, as though he wants his writing to manifest the pensive ennui of the late teen years and early adulthood. He uses a dense, loquacious—though articulate—verbosity, describing the physical, abstract, and emotional at great length and in exacting detail, never substituting a general or simple word when the thesaurus provides a more precise and evocative one (or two or three; ex: they were their usual blithe, oblivious, glassine selves.)—regardless of its rarity—to delineate the described’s particulars, to the extent that it seemed the audiobook’s reader often had to pause to catch his breath midsentence in order to finish a given thought and I had to work to hold onto the thread of the actual narrative while the scene—or one of the frequent asides—was ever more precisely set, expounded upon, or delved into (that is my feeling based purely on an audio experience; perhaps it reads better than it speaks). And—as with this review—I felt I had to wait for the good stuff, give the book some time for its appeal to build, instead of being immediately drawn into it.

More to the point, if he borrowed the magical boarding school concept from Harry Potter, Grossman has created an entirely new Narnia and I see a much stronger comparison to Lewis's books than Rowlings's. To say more would be to head into spoiler territory, but Grossman's story hinges on the very British 1930s children's books about Fillory. Like most of his peers, Quentin read them as a child and has always longed for that kind of magical adventure, always hoped he might be lucky enough to stumble upon the right cabinet that--just like the ones in Narnia and Fillory--will transport him to another world where he might end up as king and leave all of his real world disappointments behind. So imagine his astonishment when, one random day during his senior year of high school, he finds himself transported to a magical college and offered the chance at a rigorous entrance exam. Magic is actually real and he is finally going to live his Fillory-inspired dreams.

But, again, this is an adult version of those dreams. These are not unjaded children able to embrace the wonder of magic and adventure because they have not yet been beaten into submission by life, these are adults who find no pleasure in existence because they never experienced the magic promised by their childhood dreams yet who cling desperately to them, refusing to fully mature and face reality in a most un-Peter Pan-like way. Quentin realizes before long that learning magic is more grueling, rote, and, at times, humdrum than the most intense Ivy League studies and doesn't really hold any more promise of adventure than life without magic. So he gets everything he's always wanted, but he still has to figure out how to find meaning in life for himself not automatically granted by things like advanced learning, adventure, power, relationships, magic, sex, drugs, and Fillory.

So I found myself often exasperated with Quentin, but that’s kind of the point. While being a very real, multi-dimensional (no magical pun intended) character, at his essence he represents that shallow, self-obsessed part of ourselves that refuses to find the magic in the mundane all around us. The periodically episodic storytelling mirrors Quentin’s outlook and experience of the world, sometimes feeling like it lacks energy, drive, and joy, but it all serves a purpose.

Having now expanded upon some of the frustrations I experienced reading this book, let me go back to the 4 stars at the top (well, in Goodreads). This is a very good book and I’m glad I read it. The further I went, the more wrapped up I became and the less I wanted to spend time away from it. Sometimes it felt like work, but it was worth getting to the resolution. Perhaps most importantly, I now want to check out all of the supplemental websites (linked above) for their added depth, then go back and read it again. At times I wonder if my nearly exclusive reading of children’s and young adult literature has spoiled me for more grown up fare, but once I allowed myself to make the transition I had a good time. If you’ve ever been enchanted by the promise of Narnia, Hogwarts, Middle-Earth, Dungeons & Dragons (Grossman works in fun references to all of these and more), or any other magical adventure, I strongly recommend you give this one a try.

Like most people Quentin read the Fillory books in grade school. Unlike most people . . . he never got over them. They were where he went when he couldn’t deal with the real world, which was a lot. . . . It was almost like the Fillory books . . . were about reading itself. When the oldest Chatwin, melancholy Martin, opens the cabinet . . . it’s like he’s opening the covers of a book, but a book that did what books always promised to do and never actually quite did: get you out, really out, of where you were and into somewhere better.

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"I think you’re magicians because you’re unhappy. A magician is strong because he feels pain. He feels the difference between what the world is and what he would make of it. Or what did you think that stuff in your chest was? A magician is strong because he hurts more than others. His wound is his strength.

"Most people carry that pain around inside them their whole lives, until they kill the pain by other means, or until it kills them. But you, my friends, you found another way: a way to use the pain. To burn it as fuel for light and warmth. You have learned to break the world that has tried to break you."

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In a way fighting like this was just like using magic. You said the words, and they altered the universe. By merely speaking you could create damage and pain, cause tears to fall, drive people away, make yourself feel better, make your life worse.

11.08.2009

I Want to Be a Generalist

One of the things I most like about my job is the variety. I get to do a lot of different things—in terms of how I actually spend my time—and work with a lot of different stuff—in terms of library materials. There’s knowing what’s age appropriate for toddlers, kindergarteners, nine-year-olds, teens, and even adults. There’s fiction and nonfiction, genres and styles and subjects, books and movies and computers, and etc. Reading for information and reading for pleasure. The logical thinking of parsing the catalog and information management systems and the creative outlet of displays and bulletin boards. Solitary moments of reading and writing and the joyful customer service moments of helping people find what they need. Programs and presentations, technical report writing and creative sell-a-book writing. Space planning and designing the physical environment. Always something else to do and always more to learn.

I suppose I was typical in that I couldn’t pick a college major, but I like to think I was more so than most. I could never name a favorite school subject when asked, because I wanted to learn them all. Math and science? Yeah. Oh, and social studies, history, geography, sociology, et al. Art club? You bet. Vocal music, too. I was even disappointed I could fit in the shop classes. As I was finishing my first Master’s degree I seriously considered pursuing a Ph.D., but couldn’t stand the thought of having to specialize in just one thing to the exclusion of others. My favorite D&D character, the one whose name I blog under, is a Bard because that’s the character class the rules allow the most crossover skills between magic, healing, fighting, and thieving (the four main specialties). I always want to pick the generalist route whenever possible.

All of that is simply meant to be an introduction for what follows, as well, I suppose, as an explanation of its appeal to me. Here is the text of a recent picture book I like, The OK Book, by Amy Krouse Rosenthal & Tom Lichtenheld:

Hi, how are you?
I’m OK.
I like to try a lot of different things.
I’m not great at all of them,
but I enjoy them just the same.
I’m an OK skipper.
I’m an OK climber.
I’m an OK marshmallow roaster.
I’m an OK tightrope walker.
I’m an OK left fielder.
I’m an OK right fielder.
I’m an OK diver.
I’m an OK hider.
I’m an OK pumper.
I’m an OK sledder.
I’m an OK kite flyer.
I’m an OK tug-of-war-er.
I’m an OK sharer.
I’m an OK headstander.
I’m an OK pancake flipper.
I’m an OK fisher.
I’m an OK swimmer.
I’m an OK lightning bug catcher.
One day, I’ll grow up to be really excellent at something.
I don’t know what it is yet . . .
. . . but I sure am having fun figuring it out.
The end.
(Or is it just the beginning?)

11.07.2009

Pride or Punishment?

Had a teenager in the library today wearing a plain, grey t-shirt with FATHER printed across the front.